Turn off all the lights and sit inside looking out

Have you ever felt empty of all ambition to do anything? Because that is exactly how I feel. I have done nothing today but sit, eat, shower, and read. I am 100% happy with that. I feel oddly antisocial and solitary. I like it, though. It's peaceful and nice to know that I can currently give myself everything I need to be happy.

Off to read the rest of the Handmaid's Tale. More later.