Youre what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead

I rang in the New Year with many many drinks, a black bustier, and a triple kiss with Kelley and a gay man. I was on the rooftop of an AMAZING building in downtown LA, sipping a vodka cranberry and holding a sparkler. It was amazing, by far the best New Years so far. Hilarious, excellent, drunk, and (surprisingly) not too hung over.

It was also a strange night. I had far too much to drink.

Overall, though, an excellent and memorable experience. It made me realize how many people there are in my life who I care deeply for that I didnt even know last New Years Ever. It was very reassuring. Studying abroad is going to be fine. I am going to make new friends without problem, and they will be just as amazing as these ones.

New Years Eve was a great conclusion to a great year, but I'm ready to go. I want change. I want removal from everything I currently find comforting. Studying abroad never came at a better time. 13 days, I can't wait!!!!!!!